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So today's my birthday, and you're not here. My first birthday without you. You were there since the very start, the moment I was born. I grew up with you, my grandma, my idol. That's probably why I'm finding it still so hard to deal with. I had a relationship with you like no other. Though I try not to show it of course, it's impossible. I don't want to talk about it, not to upset anyone else but inside i just want to scream. The thing I'm probably missing most is your amazing advice, that sound of your voice was comfort. Our conversations are ones I will never forget, that's for sure.  If you only  knew how much you're missed. I love you x

My darling aunty Irene, you were my guiding light and made me feel so secure and safe in this world and now that light has gone out. I miss you dearly and think of you daily. My children adored you; you were a major part of our lives and your departure has left a massive void in our lives. You were a very special lady and we were so fortunate to have you in our lives. I felt you were indestructable;I cannot comprehend how you could have left us so suddenly with no chance to say goodbye. I feel your spirit is with me still and may God take care of you until we meet again. Miss you so much! Julie